The way things are isn't the way they have to stay.
Maybe you feel stuck, exhausted, or unsure of your next move.
You're here because…
Maybe you've convinced yourself that this is just how life is—an endless loop of giving more than you get, of spinning your wheels without moving forward.
"I've worked so hard, but why does it still feel like I'm going through the motions? I thought I'd feel different by now."
Life feels like a never-ending list of responsibilities. You wake up already tired, asking yourself, "Is this all there is? When do I get to just breathe?"
"I know I'm capable of more, but I can't figure out why I'm stuck." Maybe it's fear, self-doubt, or old patterns you can't shake, but it feels like something's holding you back from becoming who you're meant to be.
You've been giving and giving—to your work, your family, your friends—but you've lost sight of yourself in the process. You wonder, "When do I get to feel whole? How do I find myself again?"
"Everything looks fine on the outside, but inside, I feel so far away from who I really am." You long to feel alive and engaged again, but you're not sure how to get there.
You've been carrying this weight quietly, unsure of where to turn. You think, "Does anyone else feel like this? Does anyone truly understand?" Carrying your struggles quietly and feeling isolated.
Or maybe you're farther along the journey above, and you are looking for guidance on how to integrate deeper and farther on your spiritual path.
Where are you on this path?
Where are you on this map?
Drowning
You're not doing well - depression, anxiety, pain. Feels like hell on the inside, and it's not going well outside. Struggling in work, or your relationship, and other areas of life.
Surviving
You're doing "OK" on the outside, sort of, but not doing well on the inside. Struggling to keep things going.
OK, but Stuck
You're doing ok on the outside, keeping things going. You're doing alright on the inside, but struggling with feeling stuck. You don't know what you're supposed to do. You know there's more but don't know what to do or how to move forward.
On Your Path, In Your Purpose
You are learning how to consciously create what you want. You're making good progress, and looking to expand your inner world, your spiritual path.
Radiating
You have become your true self. Radiating the natural qualities of peace, loving-kindness, wisdom, compassion and joy. You've overcome your inner obstacles. You are involved in your deep work, being of service to others.
Loving-Kindness is not weak, it is not passive. It is the most powerful and effective force for transformation there is.
I specialize in helping you realize that your struggles are indeed part of your spiritual journey, and that what you need is deeply described in wisdom teachings. What you need is to apply Loving-Kindness. In deep and powerful ways.
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Hi! I'm Coyote.
Life Coach. Channel. Spiritual Guide.
I've lived many different lives this lifetime. I've gone through trauma, healing, had incredible spiritual awakening, and learned the process of transformation.
I have a wide varied background -
- a technology expert deeply involved in creating the mobile internet in the world's largest data centers
- an academic researcher in DNA working on one of the world's "grand challenge" research problems
- a computer scientist winning research awards on the world's largest supercomputers
- a Tibetan Buddhist semi-monastic living in a closed meditation community
- a medium and channeler able to talk with thousands of beings across all sorts of dimensions (ascended masters, extra-terrerestial, angelic, etc.)
- an advanced meditation practitioner that's had many spiritual awakenings all the way to passing through the gates of the death process in near-death experiences
- a triathlete and bodybuilder
I've worked with hundreds of clients since 2019 on healing minds, getting unstuck, getting out of anxiety and depression, transforming their bodies, and getting into connection with their hearts, their relationships, their career, and the joy of life.
Learn More about CoyoteLet's stay in touch
Infrequent emails with free articles, videos and guided meditations.
Wondering whether this approach makes sense?
That question deserves room to breathe. The philosophy page lays out the whole thread — how the architecture of the mind works, and how aligning with loving-kindness changes everything.
Read the philosophyTestimonials
Working with Coyote has helped me become friends with the best person in the world...myself. He has taught me how to love her first and in doing so has made me less afraid to face my fears and live life with joy.
Melissa Pecci - Mom, Runner, Physical Therapist
I can finally say I feel like I am where I am supposed to be, when I am supposed to be. Guiding me through this massive shift in my perception of myself and my place in the world has been the greatest gift you could ever give and is priceless to me.
Estes Folk - Pro Health Wellness Clinics
About three months into our coaching, I had a life-transforming experience that has completely changed my life. Since then, life has been a completely different experience. I live for the joy and challenge of personal expression and expansion as a divine being.
Dave Mox - Software Engineer
Before I started working with Coyote, I felt lost, alone, afraid, stressed, and anxious. I was struggling with negative self-talk, comparison. Shortly after beginning to work with Coyote, I noticed that I started breaking through those mental walls.
Tedy Kamenova - Business Founder, Speaker, Mom
Read, Meditate, Watch.
Read
Here you’ll find my published articles, as well as channeled teachings from my books, called Topics. Enjoy!
Blog Posts
The Playful Path to Conscious Confidence
Realming: The Architecture of Wisdom Meditate
Here you’ll find 40+ guided meditations and instructions to begin or expand your meditation journey. Practice will change your life!
Self-Intimacy and Healing
Fundamental Training in Silent Practice
Love and Compassion - Metta & Tonglen Watch
I have a video podcast called Loving Kindness Wins! You can watch all the videos here - there are lots of teachings inside. The full transcript is also there that you can read.
If something here resonates, let's stay in touch.
In this fast-moving world, it's easy to move on and let the patterns take over. A few words by email is a simple, practical way to be reminded of the path.
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A conversation to see if working together is right — for both of us. If it's not, I'm glad to point you toward someone who is.
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